I suppose there’s a good and bad at keeping yourself detached.
You don’t carry the burden of having to let people care too much about you and vice versa.
The implementation of self freedom and self thoughts bring actual liberation.
A self purpose. Independence. Ability to not give a fuck when you don’t want to.
Then there’s the
Some things I’d rather not mope about because I celebrate my liberation.
But I also now yearn for you.
Had I learnt to show my attachment, would you have lingered on longer?
Is it supposed to hurt this much? Wasn’t that the purpose of detachments?
To shield yourself away from the disappointment.